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[心笺] N's paradise——gentlemen prefer blondes

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本帖最后由 Nacarat 于 2013-3-8 21:38 编辑

It's my kind of journal or summary. It is filled with wry complaints. I rattle on about self-pity.

I'm really sorry =w=

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[H Feb, 20, 2013]

I carried on my plan like a crazy person...
Anyway, much to my indignation, I can't be up to my elbows in learning for such a long period. I can't help to show off, as if I've been an expert. I can't help to wander, having a bee in my bonnet.
   But what could I do - -
   Narrowing them down, there be two essentials of a language: Vocabulary, and grammer. Both of them I suck in...= =

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楼主| 发表于 2013-2-21 10:04:59 | 显示全部楼层

[H Feb. 21, 2013]

I'm freaking out...
I've prepared new words for today. They seem to be a little bit too much for me > <
Never heard that letters are lethal yet I'm dying. I'm exhausted.
I can't sleep in the night. My lids have been a huge, dark screen on which phrases are flashing gleamingly. I dreamed about my qualification exam and endlessly reciting. A chill seeps into my system, whispering - Oh my, you pathetic. And even the dreams are shadows of my true decadence.
I had a dream. I was still a stupid teenager, and too stupid to know = =

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好高端全都看不懂。。不过加油啦发表于 2013-2-23 15:03

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I can feel the cold embrace of death..... 发表于 2013-2-21 10:17

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楼主| 发表于 2013-2-22 10:48:03 | 显示全部楼层

[H Feb. 22, 2013]

I killed time, breaking into boisterous play =w=
And I feel better now.
Still not able to sleep tight in the night. Dreaming about books and exams.
Some part of me is wailing yet the rest is snarling. It is labeled as "All hope abandon ye who enter it".
Actually, the last thing I want is study. But what could I do?
I'm devoted and insulted to it.

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本帖最后由 Nacarat 于 2013-2-23 22:20 编辑

[H Feb. 23, 2013]

Better not be whiny.
Thus, I'm fine with everything dispite the bad mood. =w=
I'd love my father if I didn't hate him. He's a tough nut to crack, oppressive, not succeeding in the world.
He blamed his unsuccess on me. He also blame me for my study and non-study.
He wanted to mold me to his ideal.
Fuck it off.
I DO WHAT I WANT!

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I'd love my father if I didn't hate him. He's a tough nut to crack, oppressive, not succeeding in the world. He blamed his unsuccess on me. He also blame me for my study and non-study. 发表于 2013-2-23 22:19

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楼主| 发表于 2013-2-24 10:57:38 | 显示全部楼层

[H Feb. 24, 2013]

My dear, I'm quite rather proud. If only you can imagine how much.
Well, you always take offence at everything. As if I was a haughty jerk.
Thus, you can't hold a handle on me, satisfied?
Of course I want you to wrap around my little finger. You can't blame me on this. Don't we all. - Don't you want me to cater to your every whim?
You know what? I briefly can't enjoy your untimely remark. I hate the way you talk to me.
I tried to be kind and nice to everyone during my lifetime, which turns out to be not deservable. =w=
So be it. And as you were =w=

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楼主| 发表于 2013-2-25 09:41:16 | 显示全部楼层

[H Feb. 25, 2013]

Love is the most incredibale feeling of the world...

      Put out my Eyes
   ——Rilke, Rainer Maria

Put out my eyes, and I can see you still,
Slam my ears to, and I can hear you yet;
And without any feet can go to you;
And tongueless, I can conjure you at will.
Break off my arms, I shall take hold of you
And grasp you with my heart as with a hand;
Arrest my heart, my brain will beat as true;
And if you set this brain of mine afire,
Then on my blood-stream I yet will carry you.

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楼主| 发表于 2013-3-2 14:33:49 | 显示全部楼层

[H Mar. 02, 2013] Short Scrap for Winter

Winter can be lethal. When the temperature plummets, the chill wind will insinuate itself into your life. It seeps into your system. Also it cuts your bones.
The cold breath of winter was haunting everywhere. It flowed by street corner and well-shadowed small stalls. Warm places had been closed in the eve. Shops shut. Doors locked. No home left. And one can either walk along the long long street or sleep in the biting wind, and die.
It is a fair choice.
Sweet aroma of roast mutton and pork ribs mixed with fragrance of herbs, spices and hot milk. An atmosphere of warm and comfort filled every corner indoors. The orange light was so like a flare. And it was such unaccessibly gleaming outside. To some people, even sun shimmers.
The crisp air stole temperature from flesh and blood even though it had gone the way of all flesh. Skeletal fingers trembled under linen, wool, and those unnamed fabrics, some part of which was fiber, in fact.

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楼主| 发表于 2013-3-8 15:20:08 | 显示全部楼层

[H Mar.08, 2013]

I don't care how people think about me cos I will never think about them, in fact.

Some things are not meant to be kept.

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楼主| 发表于 2013-3-8 21:38:47 | 显示全部楼层

[Ps：请不要再给它评分了……这只是一发吐槽贴而已……=w=]

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我只希望自己的无底树洞不要太影响整体氛围 > < 发表于 2013-3-9 12:08

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嘛，没事啦，反正窝是每天不发糖不舒服斯基【泥垢【其实每天看到你们各式各样的吐槽，都觉得可以拉近一点点距离，这种感觉已经很棒了发表于 2013-3-9 11:38

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楼主| 发表于 2013-3-10 11:20:46 | 显示全部楼层

[H Mar.10,2013]

[群星之中一定还有一颗，真正长存而不坠落。我想知道，是哪一颗孤单地延续着生命，灿射如白光之城，矗立于天末。]

读到这样的文字和气势……会让人觉得羞愧 =w=

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楼主| 发表于 2013-3-24 14:13:36 | 显示全部楼层

[H Mar. 24, 2013]
Well, still tortured by the words and my qualification exam. And those huddling kids.
Don't tell me that the children are lovely...Some of them are not. Not even remotely!!!!!
Btw, if my hubby in protential pushed me hard, as was an incitement...Oh my...
I don't want to conceive one in person!!!!!!!!!
Love the feeling has puzzled me till now I have no idea why humanbeings should pursue an individual, which is called a dasky half of life. Perhaps I myself am too interesting to look for joy from others...In spite of fan fictions and fantasy, they're intriguing.
Plas, I am assured that I'm not one of your favorate, and you don't even want my playing nice.

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